Each day has become a struggle for sanity and peace.   Conflicted in my mind by what I could have done better, what I should have been doing and what could I have done to help my love lengthen her days.

It is said if we don not learn from history we are doomed to repeat the mistakes.

Listen children that is so true.

Never forget it.

Look at mom's suffering and ask yourself if she had been as dedicated to finding wht had ailed her so many years and then to find a cure as she was to doing housework, would she still be with us?